Oh crap.I think I'm going to learn web design.

Up on the Mountain my good buddy Ross gave me an...assignment, I guess...it was advice, actually. Once all the ideas of damage and hurt had been blown away, I was literally and figuratively, and then literally again, naked. I asked two people whom I respect immensely, incalculably, about what my next steps should be. Ross made arrow motions with his beautiful hands and directed me to focus on something for a month, write down all I know about it and then learn more about this thing for one month. I have been wandering around and trusting the process and trying to stay in my body and not be all up in my head space since I got back and then, right now, looking at some websites that are about websites that are online museums I thought: I should learn more about this website business. I should make this thing, this space carved out for me, more of a space, deeper and richer. I can also put my dreamed-of scissor museum on the the Internet and not in giant glass cases which I cannot afford. Plus, if I have a website that is more organic to me, more germane and responsive and reflective of my ethos and aesthetic, maybe then I won't have to send multi-page emails to the Glee Club Google group everyday. And endless text messages. So who know how to design websites and who understands the Internet? Let me know, you lovely you.